the last time i blog was like erm mon?
ya erm ever since monday
because of some stuffs
i have been feeling very down and upset
erm ytd i wasnt realli in the mood to joke and everything
then still life have to go on
i still have to be the fake happy me to go to school
and be normal.
lesson was okay.
we had maths test and science results back which i fail.
22/50
and many ppl is like expecting me to cry
i dunno why
like samson and jerome
they asked me my marks and i said i fail
so they ask me why i never cry and everything
so i said that i am not crying over a dumb piece of paper
then i couldnt go for dance because i have to go for prayer meeting
so i went with the rest to bright vision hospital for our cip stuff
and then we get to perform, sing and to visit those there
it is seriously memorable and enjoyable because it is always happy to see others smile and be happy. so after the whole thing we left
and samson and i went to church for pm
meet merilyn and everything
then eat and go pm.
pm was so full and crowded.
and the after pm, went home
i was talking to merilyn
she noes i was upset
and she talk to me
and i was crying on the mrt
and then chat and everything
reach ard 12

Today
wasnt still very happy
broke down during drama because of that personal stuff
and quarrell with shen ching because of rick.
then chinese
that idiotic teacher change our place
and then got back my chinese paper 48/70
and science
practically wasnt listening to ckp
then talk and play
talk to samson about somebody
and then chat with serene and samson
about the sad things in our life and everybody was about to cry
then due to the noise
chinese cher make us stay back
then punish us write
10 reasons why we should not talk in class
then went to watch movie with samson, premmala, jeffrey,ernest and yao an.
on the bus.
i was talking to samson about the same thing
this time he cried.
i was kind of shock and at the same time about to cry
coz i was down and everything.
we watch click
and then went we eat,
we saw daryl and wei shan
haha
yao an say wei shan very pretty.lols.
click was nice show and then as kian hao said
there is one part where we cried.
so i cried, yao an confess he cried
and then i dunno the rest le
then i went home.

<3 ZOE. 7:10 PM